Pink Pages of Anubhuti's Life
He dropped her home.
She felt a kind of relief as she was out of that awkward situation now but she
still had this lasting wish of spending some more time with him. With those
thoughts she reached home. She went straight up to her room as she wanted some
answers from herself. She interrogated herself on her feelings and while she
was on with this activity a thought came to her mind, "is it that important?” A
feeling that she is unnecessarily tiring herself dawned upon her. She finally
decided that she would give it no more a thought. She felt strong as she felt
like overcoming his spell.
Next morning when
she woke she felt a ringing in her ears of his name. She had that WTF kind of
feeling...she felt irritated of her thoughts of him. She never knew controlling
her ‘thoughts of him’ would be so difficult. She wanted to deny everything that
was taking her towards him. May be she was not able to digest the idea of
falling for someone that easily. She wished she could ask her thoughts to
‘lay-off’. She tried her level best to keep her mind stable…away from his
thoughts.
With that burden on
her mind she reached office and started with the daily routine of sending the
Work Plan of the day when she received this beautiful bouquet of flowers
delivered to her name. She was amazed and flabbergasted by his act of making an
attempt to brighten the things. She felt.. ’Oh please don’t give me another
reason to like you more…!’. She knew
from the very beginning that, ’he is a gentleman.’ But she again just wanted to
deny all the feelings and thoughts. There she was sitting in the office looking
at the flowers and feeling the irony of the situation, that how on her part she
is trying her level best to get away from it before getting emotionally
involved but the flowers like every girl’s weakness won’t let her come out of
it….she felt a queer feeling of pity for herself…
To be continued….
